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The first step to my dream

I could finally throw in my letter. Before throwing in, there were stress, frustrations and fatigue. After throwing the towel, there were relief, hopes but uncertainties await me. If I were to stay where I am, hopes to realise my potentials are unthinkable.

I wasn't able to do this for the past 12 years. I was finally able to do it. Somehow, it wasn't easy typing the letter even though I was yearning for a break.

Well, I got to be accountable to four (this is including myself) very important persons in my life. Though the path may be rough initially, but I am looking forward to better lives, maybe not in the very near future, but definitely it's not going to be distant.

The future of my kids lie in my hands. I cannot fail this time.

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